my life has always been about defence, defence myself from something, maybe from living somewhere my perception has been like that i am weak which i am, mentally physically, emotionally, energetically, my voice is stuttering, low self esteem, never communicated freely, never felt alive with people , always isolated myself which i call defending .Continue reading “Some words I didnt meant to write”
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Cricket World Cup’23 diaries #1
Now, this years world is getting interesting in a way like weak teams are defeating strong teams. AND I LIKE THAT!! Team India is playing their very best performances , i know till they knock out in semi finals or final, yes i know that , but this can jinx things up. although south AfricaContinue reading “Cricket World Cup’23 diaries #1”
Why we men are like this?
i realized why we men are like this. i mean, we just dont give up on a girl which we like, easily even if she said no or she is not interested, but we men just hope and try try, …. I read about this in the book “new moon” by stephenie meyer. We feelContinue reading “Why we men are like this?”
That gleaming light in moments of darkness
Even in ones darkest hours , when doesnt know anything or feel zero but the fact is always there is something that ones heart truely wants. With a sudden tears of joy , I regain my ablility to respond or my responsiblity and there were tear of joy . I dont know how much itsContinue reading “That gleaming light in moments of darkness”
journel after Quiz 2( 6 Aug )
My sacrifice of statistic 2 to score good in maths 2 has gone waste. Its all because I was being irresponsible, inconsistent and lack of planning. Now I must first complete statics week 5,6,7,8 . Then focus on week 9,10,11 content, which will continue till 18 august. then barely I would have only 2 weekContinue reading “journel after Quiz 2( 6 Aug )”
Prayer is a very beautiful thing
It is really tough to get through all the life’s obstacles, unless there is Grace. Every morning i do my Surya namaskar followed by Isha kriya. This two thing are my life saver things, plus a daily dose of my prayer to my faithful God, make it a graceful morning. It is necessary i guessContinue reading “Prayer is a very beautiful thing”
My longing for feminine in my life
There were various girls in my past. I never looked in their eyes . That’s became my biggest regret Now I want to enter into her heart through looking in her eyes. And some dance … Some romance … Some embracing kisses… Something great must happen between us . The music should go on
A 20 year old boys Confession
My biggest dream is to get a reputed job first and tell my dad “hey dad, you had done enough for us, now you just sit and let me take care of our family financially. Let me pay our home loan” This would be the best line off my life
A woman in love creates the man
” A woman needs somebody who can dream for her, and a man needs somebody who can become a home for him “ Have you noticed a woman without love and then one in love? They smell different; they actually smell different; their fragrance is different. When a woman is alone she has sadness allContinue reading “A woman in love creates the man”