Losing a loved one and Living

I did not expected this,
But things happened in their way
And she died, my mother

Greatest regret is me not being with her in hospital in her last moments

I remembered her last look to me,
An eyes with pain and horror of uncertainty cuts me into two peices.

Things never remained same again

Her ambitions and sudden death,
made me realise, my mortality
And that too deep

This started my inner journey towards the ultimate,
as every End is the New beginning.